hey..

i ws reading these books..frm Harishankar Parsai and Jainendra.. nd somehw 2day i ws nt feeling well..
ghar jaana hai... packing karni hai.. yahan ke PG hstl me ek bahut dumb rule hai.. u hv 2 pack all ur belongings before u leave.. this is usually the problm wid girl's hstls.. ladkon ki tarah they dont fyt.. nt evn fr the ryt things.. duhh.. this attitude is dangerous... Something 2 do evn wid Sociology of Gender.. that y u become practically passiv in lyf..

Khair.. i ws really missing home 2day..this hstl quite prepares u fr a lonely lyf ahead.. there is hardly anyone here i feel close to.. Jabki i m nt reservd etc..
I hv gt this strong immune system.. phir bhi yahan par i keep falling sick.. i think it iz also 2 do a lot with ur mental peace..

... Ya but.. Jainendra's 'TYAGPATRA' ws really a thought-provoking novel.. ; Parsai is Hindi ka class-Vyangakaar ..he WAS interesting So....
Jainendra found his tutelage under Premchand.. magar writes really different frm him.. writes gr8 too.. :)

fr nw itna hi..
i myt again write a poem 2moro.. (whn u r low,,u usually move towards writing.. hai naa !!)

hey..

i hvnt yet givn this poem a title.. read on all...its a soft one waise..

:)

wahi dhoop subahh khili aaj phir se..

wahi shaam nikli hai iss rehguzar se...

magar woh tarannum kahan jo kabhi tha.. samandar ki jo karwaton sa hasin tha..

Samandar ki jo Karwaton sa hasin tha;

Sukun tha hame Jee rahe the jo ham bhi..

Hame khud ke hone pe kitna yakin tha...

Wahi baat ab yaad aati hai phir se..

Wahi Shaam hai laut-tee rehguzar se,

Kabhi woh ho Shabnam si mit-ti kahani..

ya madhosh jaise samandr ka paani..

Voh hothon pe hasne ki chahat ke jaisa..

Khudi ko mitane ki raahat ke jaisa..;

Voh shadaab tha .. bahut khushnuma tha..

Voh Puja ke aakash jaisa Dhuan tha..

Hame zindagi se tha kitna sahara..

Sukun tha hame itna tha woh hamara,

Dhali Shaam bhi..

phir wahi raat aayi..

Wahi khwaab mehke..

Wahin baat aayi..;

Wasl me Chandani ke Gazal sa Samandar...

.. Hamari nazar ho tumhi se munnawar..

Hamari nazar ho Tumhi se Munnawar.. ;

Hame kya khabar.. humko itna sukun hai..;

Ke tum Zindagi ho... Yahi bas junun hai..

TUM zindagi HO.. yahi bas Junun hai .....

:)

ahh..

here i m .. 2'o clock nite.... i dont no y... neend nahi aa rahi thi...... i tried bt still couldnt feel asleep.... it hs bcome a repetativ process nw... ma friend said insomnia !! Nay plz..... So 2day again i ws trying 2 countr this thought of non-sleepiness n midway i gt so bord ..i came here.. blogging... !! mom told 2 read course.. as i myt find it so uninteresting ki i myt fall asleep.. So cute... No doubt mom knows apna kids best :)

hi all..

i m in this process 2 cmplete this poem of mine.. aftr exams i shall post it here..

i ud lyk 2 say ..that.. it all came frm this really lovely junior of myn.. Shubham.. who pushd me in2 this.. ma 1st poem ON MA BLOG is so much dedicated 2 her......... Lv ya sis.. God bless YOU : )

its me on me

hmm .. god !! this the second one i hv created as i lost touch with the 1st one... majorly i m here 2 express...thru ma poems..

..n 2 know otherz views too.. on thigs m interested.. n develop an interest in certain things i m not.. i hv my views.. i myt lyk urs.. n not agree still....

c ya fr nw... gr8 luk fr exams all...