... mushkil hai

delhi is chilling.anywez fr students its finally rest tym fr exams r over nw..all sorts of exams.these graduation kids will be appearing this tym fr semesters..good fr them.i personally feel ki DU teacher's strike was such a nonsense kind of attitude on their part ki it goes beyond descriptions.the syllabi is fresh and vast n incomplete.it was only their incompetence n laziness which drove them towards such a useless strike. i just wish all the DU students good luck. n i also wish the indian educational council major luck kyunki iss tarah ke maahaul me sudhaar karna,logon ko chust-durust banana kafi mushkil hai...

Zindagi

this ws in class 12th..while i ws studying biology,..i think genetic coding or something..i started pondering over life rather..n this came in at around 1'o clock night..23May'05..n then,,i closed my book n slept..bt nt really..i ws still thinkin about life na..and ofcourse i could hv but only concluded life to be beautiful ,,...then ..nw..n ..frever !!!

  

ZINDAGI

Apne hone ka ham bhi sabab dhoondte the

Waqt-bewaqt Zindagi tera matlab dhoondte the

Sochte the haqiqat ya mohabbat ho hamari

Dhadkano ka sach ki zaroorat ho hamari

Khuda ki ibadat, paakizgi ki had

Hasrat duaon kee, ki junoon ya maksad

Manzil ho, raasta ho ya taqdeer hamari

Khwahish, ki tamanna ya ho tadbeer hamari

Jannat ka ho ehsaan ya insaan ki daastaan

Khoobsoorat khwaab ya masoom se armaan

Koi raaz ki kashish ya ho zameen hamari

Falak ho ki sehr ya ki ho yakeen hamari

Mehfil bayaan kare, ya kahen tumko saadgi

Nazar, mann, zubaan, khumaan, bekhudi ya taazgi

Pyaar ho, ya rab, ki aarzoo ho hamari

KhushKismati, mazhab, ya justujoo ho hamari

Ek martabah ki cheez, ki naacheez-si saugaat

Qayamat ka saath, ya ki bas ek umr ke jazbaat

Allah ki suhbat ho, ki kismat ho hamari

Ya waqt ke aagosh me neeyat ho hamari

Imaan, Ishq, Dosti ka ya ki aqs ho

Nemat ho Khuda kee, ki aabid ka raqs ho

Ya ki Zindagi Khayal Aakhiri ho tum

Zindgaani ka Sawaal Aakhiri ho Tum ...

love life..live life ..life iz beautiful !!

our yawning social gap

udhar Ek rastaaaA : ..jahan Aag thodi...

Wahan zZindagi ka alag hi nazara,,Ki khamOsh ghar me hai Bistar Zameen aur chhat(roof) hai jahan aasmaN ka sahara..

na aAnkhon me sapne ,na halchal jisSm me:Na dil me kisi 'Ram' ka hai thikana,,

Wahan SacH hai 'suraj'..Shaam takk zzindagi hai; ..pet(stomach) bharna, haqiqat hai khana jutana

Yahan..

bachchon ke kandhon pe Basta(bag) nahi hai ..Zubaan par paRi ki kahani Nahi hai,

naA taaron pe charrh karke dil naachta hai..kahinN raQt(blood)me kuchh rawani(josh) nahi hai !!

Kii..

Dill chahtaa na zubaan bOlti hai..sshikann bhedd kuchh bhi nahi kholti hai;

paseena bachata Sirff(only) apna 'paani'(izzatt),Hai umMeed ki aAzmaaish jawani !!

Hai bachpanN guzarta yahan par Sifar(shunya/void)me..Jawani adhar me.. phikar(tension)se budhape(old age) ki jadDozahad(struggle) hai;

PahanNe Naa padhNe ki parwaah-chinta..Bass zinNdigani nibhane ki hadd hai...!!

..Numaaish-bhar Ek Rassmm(rasm:custom)ki : Rassmm zZindagii Ka; khatam Dekho ho ye rassm kitni Jaldi.........?

Wahi RaastA ki Jahan aAag thodi :Idhar usSe aAnkhen ho namM kitni jaldi ,, !

..idhar usse aankhen ho nam kitni jaldi..!!

[nw this ws basically on the gr8 divide the Indian continent suffers..our so uncaring attitude towards all this.. n the related issues which myt haunt the nation in retrospectiv !!]

by Me ..on 23rdJan,07/Saraswati Puja

:( Y SAD ??

hi.. nobody around me is feeling fine.. sab sad hain.. this is actually d PG Hostel Syndrome..

... ONE of my friends alwez has these interesting Train-encounters...Krack guys who after all ther dumb conversations end up asking phone numbers.. its so tough to my god jhelo such guys..Wannabez sorts !!! OTHER 2 FRIENDs had this really sad scene of this unwanted break-up.. Parents were AGAINST !!! SOCIETY i tell u sucks !! And so i see almost ALL around me sad.. no1 fyn..

THIS 1 is interesting.. she thot this guy iz following her n she playfully chose to hide,, he nevr found her suppozedly..AND apparently she lost him :( PPL hv so much become "I WANNA HV TIMEPASS-sort of "; wid wtevr Mindset i no not BUT yes evrybody IN THE END remains SAD !!

....

dont no the title.. its so funny.. the purpose i created this fr is hardly being accomplishd...
myt be tomorrow i put smthing in here.. friends telling me to join face book.. ohh.. all this togethr needs sm electrically energetic person.. that's obviously not me.. n nw fr hstl admissions..ther iz thz DU Anti-Ragging affidavit thing we need to submit.. n waise bhi.. i m nt so much in support fr NO RAGGING,..mild ragging(n ohh.. not jst positiv interaction) is very required.. its fun..boosts confidence of the freshers too.. ther talens r discovrd,.. ther is this sense of senior-junior.. which iz quite fyn n necessary...

abhi toh ther iz so much communication gap.. n clge campus looks as if they were to train army cadets...Bad naa.. i think so too... some irritating/dumb ppl n there cheap ways of ragging.. n all the fun frm the campus is gone.. all being punishd fr sum Losers out ther in life,..
.. there r many some similar incidents in india.. U r nt allowd to go KUTUBMINAR ke upar.. kyunki some krck ppl commitd suicide wahan se kood kar. FOOLS!!! NALANDA ke RELICS par ther iz this Ashoka Stupa..wahan jaana bhi 'ain-wai' mana kar diya hai..
Bhai fir seasides , mountains per jaana bhi mana kar doh..!

INDIA is a counry of controversies,,,, honor killings ..no action ,, China's dam over Brahmputra..no action ,, all the past WARS of COUNTRY our fault(refer there histories),, media.. mehangai,, political slinging ,,,n etcetera etcetera etcetera .......
Nw we hv faild ourselvs in so many ways that hardly anything remains to be told..
Khair what i hv undrstood is that each 1 of us must take steps...
I WILL !!

hey..

i ws reading these books..frm Harishankar Parsai and Jainendra.. nd somehw 2day i ws nt feeling well..
ghar jaana hai... packing karni hai.. yahan ke PG hstl me ek bahut dumb rule hai.. u hv 2 pack all ur belongings before u leave.. this is usually the problm wid girl's hstls.. ladkon ki tarah they dont fyt.. nt evn fr the ryt things.. duhh.. this attitude is dangerous... Something 2 do evn wid Sociology of Gender.. that y u become practically passiv in lyf..

Khair.. i ws really missing home 2day..this hstl quite prepares u fr a lonely lyf ahead.. there is hardly anyone here i feel close to.. Jabki i m nt reservd etc..
I hv gt this strong immune system.. phir bhi yahan par i keep falling sick.. i think it iz also 2 do a lot with ur mental peace..

... Ya but.. Jainendra's 'TYAGPATRA' ws really a thought-provoking novel.. ; Parsai is Hindi ka class-Vyangakaar ..he WAS interesting So....
Jainendra found his tutelage under Premchand.. magar writes really different frm him.. writes gr8 too.. :)

fr nw itna hi..
i myt again write a poem 2moro.. (whn u r low,,u usually move towards writing.. hai naa !!)

hey..

i hvnt yet givn this poem a title.. read on all...its a soft one waise..

:)

wahi dhoop subahh khili aaj phir se..

wahi shaam nikli hai iss rehguzar se...

magar woh tarannum kahan jo kabhi tha.. samandar ki jo karwaton sa hasin tha..

Samandar ki jo Karwaton sa hasin tha;

Sukun tha hame Jee rahe the jo ham bhi..

Hame khud ke hone pe kitna yakin tha...

Wahi baat ab yaad aati hai phir se..

Wahi Shaam hai laut-tee rehguzar se,

Kabhi woh ho Shabnam si mit-ti kahani..

ya madhosh jaise samandr ka paani..

Voh hothon pe hasne ki chahat ke jaisa..

Khudi ko mitane ki raahat ke jaisa..;

Voh shadaab tha .. bahut khushnuma tha..

Voh Puja ke aakash jaisa Dhuan tha..

Hame zindagi se tha kitna sahara..

Sukun tha hame itna tha woh hamara,

Dhali Shaam bhi..

phir wahi raat aayi..

Wahi khwaab mehke..

Wahin baat aayi..;

Wasl me Chandani ke Gazal sa Samandar...

.. Hamari nazar ho tumhi se munnawar..

Hamari nazar ho Tumhi se Munnawar.. ;

Hame kya khabar.. humko itna sukun hai..;

Ke tum Zindagi ho... Yahi bas junun hai..

TUM zindagi HO.. yahi bas Junun hai .....

:)

ahh..

here i m .. 2'o clock nite.... i dont no y... neend nahi aa rahi thi...... i tried bt still couldnt feel asleep.... it hs bcome a repetativ process nw... ma friend said insomnia !! Nay plz..... So 2day again i ws trying 2 countr this thought of non-sleepiness n midway i gt so bord ..i came here.. blogging... !! mom told 2 read course.. as i myt find it so uninteresting ki i myt fall asleep.. So cute... No doubt mom knows apna kids best :)

hi all..

i m in this process 2 cmplete this poem of mine.. aftr exams i shall post it here..

i ud lyk 2 say ..that.. it all came frm this really lovely junior of myn.. Shubham.. who pushd me in2 this.. ma 1st poem ON MA BLOG is so much dedicated 2 her......... Lv ya sis.. God bless YOU : )

its me on me

hmm .. god !! this the second one i hv created as i lost touch with the 1st one... majorly i m here 2 express...thru ma poems..

..n 2 know otherz views too.. on thigs m interested.. n develop an interest in certain things i m not.. i hv my views.. i myt lyk urs.. n not agree still....

c ya fr nw... gr8 luk fr exams all...